菲比梦游奇境

之前写在博客里了http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_697bd6d20100o5lq.html刚看完，本来抱着看童真的奇妙幻想轻松的心态看的，谁知讲的是儿童强迫症，虽然看着很沉重，但也和我关注的东西-强迫症，不谋而合。

每此在网上找关于心理方面的电影，找出来看的要么很惊恐是心理恐怖片，要么很难懂。

这个菲比梦游奇境Phoebe in Wonderland 是我不经意看到的优秀的心里电影，有种意外的惊喜，虽然题材很沉重。

老师。

开头死板的老师和导演爱丽丝梦游仙境的老师【洛奇？

】形成强烈对比，前者是孩子想象力的屠夫，后者则充分给孩子一个展示自我的自由氛围。

自卑。

菲比总担心自己会被刷下，即使她已经表演很好了；父母闹矛盾，她认为是自己的错。

强迫症。

很痛苦的病，I can not stop it!她知道自己这样做不对，但还是忍不住一遍遍重复着，自责着。

本应快乐的童年背负了自己都不清楚的压力，眼神中总透露着忧郁。

爱。

我也很模糊强迫症的病因，虽然我得过，但有一点，是自己认为自己缺少爱，虽然周围人都爱自己，但不幸的是，自己感受不到，也许爱的方式不对，也许我们缺少对爱的吸纳能力。

接受自己。

病因不清楚，但治疗的方法除了药片，还有，接纳自己本来的样子【the way as it is】自己是和别人不一样，是快乐少了些，但这还是自己，要爱自己！

接受自己在天赋比别人多一点时同时也背负了比别人多一点的责任。

但有点不幸的是，强迫症人很多就是缺乏了爱的能力，所以，人生很漫长，要学习，要提醒，要有这个爱的能力！

总之这是一部不错的儿童心理电影，貌似当时遭受了大陆的封杀。

中国，当新闻里，电影里，书中只有真善美时，那绝对是一场灾难！

影片确实拍得比较混乱，本来可以好好表达的句子，非要故弄玄虚地让你猜是什么意思，本来可以表现得更好的母爱父爱，却非要用那么纠结的方式。。。。

好吧，有很多本来，说明我对这部片子的某些地方感到多么遗憾但我还是会去一遍又一遍地看，因为很多镜头实在拍得太美了，美到让你窒息，例如菲比学芭蕾舞演员一遍遍旋转，例如戏剧老师与Alice手拉手在原地奔跑，并最终在光芒中消失，再比如菲比一遍遍强迫自己跳格子。。。

都是特别特别梦幻的场景，符合我这个比较感性的人的口味。

所以，在评分时，选择性地忽视了所有的混乱，而给出了最高分，因为我实在大爱那些场景！

推荐大家去看！

而且看电影嘛，又不是专门去挑刺儿的，如果一部电影给了你充分的美的享受、心灵的悸动，那不就够了么？

At a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by...you will open your eyes and see yourself for who you are. especially for everything that made you so differentfrom all the awful normals.And you will say to yourself "But I am this person."

2009.6.28本以为是个童话故事来的，结果越看越不对，快到最后才发现讲的是个关于强迫症孩子的故事！

更让我惊讶的是，这孩子是达科塔范宁的妹妹！

呵呵，我说怎么长的很像！

而且很漂亮！

这是我第一次看关于强迫症的影片，确实不是很理解他们的思想,但，不就是那样吗，当有一天醒来，看着自己，是啊，我就是这样的人

范宁真的长得好漂亮精致，永远会被好看的女孩子吸引去看一部电影，影片中的拍摄场景、道具、整体滤镜都保留了童话一样的色彩，但是剧情却非常现实向，强迫症小朋友，女主真的非常特别，也很喜欢话剧老师，优雅也理智，希望有一天我们都能看清真正的自己，看清那些让自己与众不同的有别于芸芸众生的点滴，接受自己同时也希望有爱能留下，用更多的爱来包容这个世界。

有时候也会觉得是不是每个人身上都会带点病呢，只是症状轻重而已，似乎就是人类的情感，比如那些不受控制说出的伤人的话，被周围攻击时即使知道不可以却还是控制不了“吐口水”，偶尔它汹涌了一些漏了一些出来就会让正常人类感到害怕与不同。

没关系，那都是自己，不论是小孩还是大人，都可以自己去创造一切，也可以什么都不做按部就班，希望更多朋友都能够有勇气破坏规则破坏一切，去到wonderland，但是我们不破坏好的东西！

那些疼痛 历历在目身心煎熬 看的时候 勒紧了手指 渐渐麻痹了有时候有些东西不一定要弄清主体的明白只要我被感动。

因为我小时候跳格子，因为我知道每个儿童时代 都是强迫症的时代。

and i just feel like the firm.不要试图弄懂孩，我一直觉得孩子是世界上最复杂的动物。

我想这部电影或许使用了ODC这样一个契机去说明了一些世界上的东西，一些关于wonderland模式的，爱的，煎熬的。

好的不好的儿时的或是现在的，回忆，都可以摸到些许冰凉。

主演elle fanning,当然是某著名童星fanning的妹，家族童星，只是没想到她演技的充分发挥跟遇到一个好本子的幸运结合很好。

非常的自然流畅。

片子我放了很久才开始看，刚看的时候还是困的。

但我知道只有情节飘浮不浓烈，不是那种激烈理智固定模式的电影，才可以让人们清醒。

你让我清醒。

When was your first time experiencing a child? My first time happened when I was 12 years old and felt like being a little bit older than children. At that time, a girl who lived just several meters away often visited my home. I had to say that whenever she came, I wanted to go out. She was loud and always asked for candy. It was one time that I refused to open the candy box for her, she jumped at me and scratched me. I cannot fight back, since I was afraid that I might end up hurting her. She was 5 years younger than me. Her finger nails were small and my arms ended up bleeding. This may sound pathetic, but when was your first time experiencing being a child? My first time was when I was 5 years old. My brother and sister wanted to watch a movie and they didn't want to bring me. According to them, I can never sit still during a movie and I always jumped around. I truly wanted to go with them, so when they went out, I tried to follow. But they walked so fast and eventually they disappeared. I had to return home. I was heartbroken and felt like being trapped in a little body that didn't belong to me. Due to my negative experiences, the notion childhood remained a mystery to me. Do children all feel like a prisoner in that little body and are we all afraid to set them free? If you ever had such a question, you should watch "Phoebe in Wonderland". There are many reasons that this movie would stay very long in my memory. First, the acting in this movie is transcendent. All the actor and actress were so devoted to their roles and they would bring tears to your eyes. Second, the story is philosophical and all the characters are sophisticated. You can experience their depth of thinking and passion. Third, there are many things debatable in this movie and it would keep you wondering for a while, which was a good thing for me. Don't want to make this review a spoiler. But I still hope to give you a basic idea about this movie. It is a story about a little girl at age 11. She first appeared as a normal child, who was spontaneous and intelligent. As we all hate school, you may find that her frustrating experiences in school are quite normal. Later, she was fascinated by her new drama teacher, and tried VERY HARD to get a role in a play. The rest of the story was about how hard she tried to stay in that play. Because she tried too hard, they found a neurological explanation for her devotion. I always had a mixed feeling about neurological explanations for behavioral problems. I liked them, since it gave me a peaceful mind. They made behavioral problems understandable, and you know people who had those problems just "CANNOT HELP IT". On the other hands, I feared those answers. If a problem of a person is caused by neurological disorders, does this mean that this person can never correct his problems, and he doesn't have to deal with it? Instead, as a society, we have to deal with it? If we have to deal with it, will we make this type of person collectively suffer by never treating them like a normal being? By the way, what exactly is a normal being? Didn't we all secretly wish to be a little bit abnormal or special? The movie could be considered as being ended too soon, if you wanted to know more about the implications of being a person with neurological disorders. To me, it ended at a perfect time, when story healed my nearly broken heart. If it lasted longer, my heart would break again. But it is such a wonderful movie, I would watch it again even I knew my tears would run out and my heart would break….

【本片里帅气的爱丽丝元素】这摄影打光这气势感！

疯帽子和红心女王太尼玛帅了 疯帽演员咋一看还以为小罗伯特·唐尼哈哈。

红心女王真滴帅，那发型跟《爱丽丝疯狂回归》的红心女王几乎一致，算小小的联想惊喜了。

整部片的选角不管小孩还是大人颜值都超高！

特别戏剧女老师（派翠西娅·克拉克森 Patricia Clarkson）实在太有魅力了本片套用“爱丽丝”灵魂的框架讲了天朝可能永远难以拍出的儿童角度的深度片，这片可能也是范宁童年时期最强的其中之一作品了。

没有辜负著作的内核甚至巧妙发挥出不管大人小孩都会有所共鸣的内容。

最值得一夸的便是没有把孩童塑造的那么“小孩子”！

甚至好几处演技真的不像个“小孩子”。

顺便舞台剧上的爱丽丝服装是主黄色的，是最初原著中爱丽丝裙子的颜色哦。

不过也还好，女主幻象中的“影子”爱丽丝裙子是经典主蓝色。

——《菲比梦游仙境 Phoebe in Wonderland》电影

I'm this person.当我不停的洗手，以至于关节流血，当我跳格子，然后摔倒。

儿童哲学。

当我们是儿童时，没有人读这本哲学。

当我们长大后，我们却忘记了。

强迫症一直存在。

是孩童时仅存的让我现在如此理解自己的事。

我不停的咬手指，一遍一遍的说“再见”，将养的小动物抛向天空然后看着它落地，陷入幻想自言自语，半夜起来一遍一遍敲门，用涂改液覆盖又覆盖一个墨迹，在厕所里重复着一句句脏话，不厌其烦的弹同一组音。。。

我从来没有想清楚也不知道我是谁。

我想了很多遍，我还是无法理解我是谁。

我永远也解不开。

我从屋顶边缘挣扎回来，然后我走到了线的一边。

一个正常的世界。

有时候我回不小心跨过去这条线，到了另一个不一样的世界。

一些人颠倒的走了，一些人却还是正常的对我笑。

考数学的时候，我一遍一遍想，为什么1+1=2？

，然后逼着自己停止。

一遍遍涂改自己写的像7的1，我的物理书永远解释不了所有我想到的问题，然后看到我的成绩掉到了后面。

我才发现有两个我存在，我强迫着我做一些事情。

然后我慢慢学会控制其中的一个。

我又回到正常的世界。

为什么没有人想过“为什么”，为什么我们只接受"是什么"。

我有很多问题。

我坐下，我看到一件事物，然后我想到另外一件，然后一切都不可收拾。

我可以一直这样想下去。

你无法让我停下来。

只有我自己可以。

Phoebe In Wonderland，我第一次看到我自己。

我第一接受我自己。

我只喜欢一个人坐在地上看一本书。

我允许另外一个我存在。

原来是因为这个，我才从未孤独过。

想起小时候，很揪心。

想要跑的很快，却又停留在原地，像坐旋转木马一样。

我们从小像菲比一样为了爱和梦想强迫自己必须遵守方格子似的规则，做自己不喜欢的事，再压抑也不能越过规则线；却慢慢迷失了自己，变得越来越不像自己，人性被潜规则所异化。

突然有一天醒悟，穿越艰难险阻，想去寻找真正的自己，看清事物的本质，回望从前的那个小孩，才发现幼小的心灵早已伤痕累累，冷暖自知(～ o ～)zZ【未完待续】