十三个原因第四季

今天聊聊美剧《十三个原因第4季》。

片名Reasons Why Season 4 (2020)，别名汉娜的遗言(台) / 十三个理由。

《十三个原因》整个第三季围绕布莱斯的死亡，好一顿折腾，整整扯了13集才把命案罗生门拍完。

在第三季快结束时，剧中又好死不死提了一嘴蒙蒂在监狱里死了。

于是《十三个原因》第四季就围绕蒙蒂的死亡大做文章。

表面看起来，第四季讲的是自由高中这群学生即将毕业，他们也终于准备和自己的过去告别，为毕业做准备。

但实际上，同学死亡的阴影在这群孩子心头一直挥之不去，他们需要面对各自心魔。

前三季关注的是校园霸凌，不知后果的孩子在作恶时没有轻重，往往会造成严重后果。

当霸凌者变成被霸凌者，他们才能感到真正的后悔。

第四季话锋一转，开始关注学生精神疾病、关注校园枪击事件。

毕竟霸凌拍了这么久，也很难拍出新意，倒不如把前几季顺嘴一提的事情放大，变成新一季主题。

你说这一季偏题吧，剧情依旧关注高中校园问题，但你说他不跑题吧，本季早没了当初的样子。

《十三个原因》第四季就以葬礼开始，以葬礼结束。

本季开始从蒙蒂死于监狱开始，结尾放在贾斯汀死于艾滋结束。

经历生离死别后，这群学生埋葬了过去也埋葬了秘密。

有意思的是，这群学生每天有大量精力搞七搞八，学习成绩还都不错，纷纷顺利上了大学，有的人学校还不错。

就像朱朝阳似的，每天忙着和犯罪分子作斗争，学习成绩还那么顶呱呱。

可能美国快乐教育就是这么快乐。

这群学生关心的不是学习知识，而是毕业舞会。

更换伴侣在他们眼中也极为随意，基本是一人艾滋，全校都要检查的节奏。

观众们可以很直观地感受到，《十三个原因》前两季关注校园霸凌，也没有丢掉录音带这个特色元素。

而后两季则完全是强行给这个IP续命，悬疑惊悚凶杀情爱，常见B级片元素纷至沓来。

尤其是第四季更为过分，观众已经无法将看到的内容和第一季联系起来，完全是国产可怕片的节奏。

一切故弄玄虚都没有合理解释，要解释就是精神病。

编导极力想要营造悬疑气氛抓住观众，但水平有限，拍出来的内容和廉价惊悚片如出一辙。

第四季是整个系列最为政治正确的一季、也是寡然无味的一季。

整体情节的感觉就是剧情生硬，细节方面十分粗糙，就在糊弄。

剧中LGBT群体大行其道，有色人群占据主流，而白人都是神经病、迫害狂。

第四季的情节是如此简单，几乎每集都没有什么实质性内容，为了凑篇幅，角色们狂讲大道理，互灌心灵毒鸡汤。

这让本剧显得更水。

《十三个原因》四季观感稳步下降，观众越看到后面越怀念最开始的有趣设定。

一盘盘录音带、一段段内心独白，极富创意，后续缺乏原著小说支撑，尽显疲态。

作为整起事件最初的起因，汉娜在本季中没有露面。

仅仅在本季最后一集快结束时，采用了汉娜在第一季篮球场的镜头，这也是这个角色最后一次露面。

了无新意硬凑戏，政治正确毒鸡汤。

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这一季编剧和导演…真的是把观众当傻子了…上一季也这样一点上帝视角都不给开很多我觉得很莫名其妙但就American style？？

为了这个男人，我要疯了

眼睛无辜纯洁的小鹿般嘴唇却一直在说吻我god！！！

这个男的为什么不火？？！

哈哈哈(ಡωಡ)hiahiahia

追完#十三个原因# 第四季之《Love, Alex》之傲娇的杀人犯最好命 之Alex和他的三个男人这部剧真的证明了什么叫做一季比一季烂可以说第一季是佳作，第二三季水平下滑，一众谩骂，但至少可以看到其中想表现出来的内核，比如完美受害者和施暴者视角。

但第四季简直是灾难，前八集故事情节不清不楚，搞成恐怖片的氛围，全员神志不清，幻视幻听，甚至白天见鬼。

第九集又突然把这一切乱七八糟搞成一切正常，和前八集脱节。

到第十集又突然回到前几季的风格，JF的死赚足了泪，旧卡回归，埋葬一切，团圆结局。

罢课那集结合现在看还有点意思。

所以温斯顿就是来打了个酱油顺便谈了个恋爱，Monty仍然含冤而死，那群问题青年一个比一个过的好，可惜了刚过了没几天好日子的J，赚了一把眼泪。

Hannah的出现虽说是之前的镜头但还是心里一阵触动，最后Tony经典红色跑车出现，带着Clay和观众回到第一季的时候。

用一天时间1.5倍速看完，有些部分可能没注意到，部分需要组织可能有失偏颇，欢迎回复交流，杠精和喷子退散。

最后问一句，Charlie这样的好男友哪里去领有突然想到好玩的点甘道夫加技能点：近战攻击 加满 Clay加技能点：看到死人 加满

第四季就冲着Alex去的了 😄😄男主过的太辛苦了 啥事都往自己身上放 不是自己做的事但他自己搞的也很心虚的感觉。。。。

看的时候特不喜欢Monty 他对Tyler做的那些事情我无法原谅。

说实话第四季他over了 I'm happy。

但我为Justin小可爱伤心 他的结局可以好一点的😰

终于完结，我刚翻自己朋友圈，2017.4.25看完第一季最后一集，写下一条try to understand.这部剧将为我生命中不可磨灭的一部分，真的让我哭的一塌糊涂。

我非常能理解高中的痛，被恐惧支配，生怕秘密被别人发现，尽管有良师益友，如今也渐渐不再联系。

身边只有一个人可以跟我聊这个剧，分享我的感受和想法。

我很感谢dylan把clay这个角色演的那么完美，最后一集也加入了自己生活中的点滴，每次流泪让我无比揪心，很想去保护你。

我是个颓废的青年，但我会努力活下去，我会相信你最后的演讲，去看这绚丽多彩的世界。

第一季立意太高，太悲情太现实，在原著加持下剧情和角色人设都没啥问题第二季翻白眼翻到头痛第三季开始调整心态，在屎里找糖，莫名嗑到Winston跟Monty没想到最后一季主创们对gay角色宽容了几万倍没有刻意卖腐没有耽丑没有neng死gay角色没有把他们当工具人让我实实在在地从第一集嗑到最后一集当中也不乏讨论了比较hit的社会校园话题降低期待值来看这部剧果然快乐很多 ⚠️剧透⚠️因为太甜了忍不住开帖来写写Alex的男人（们）Alex真的赢很大本季名为「49个原因之10个你变gay的原因」❗️首先是一号好基友Zach❗️

个人认为Zalex亲这一下除了满足粉丝们的需求外也是让Alex这个前几季都是直男人设过度到基佬做个铺垫（我没记错的话Alex之前对Jessica爱的死去活来，也叫过🐔）从个性上来看Zach这几季都处于自暴自弃的状态（算是吧）自己的感情生活也是处理的一团糟无暇自顾下也很难去照顾好自杀未遂后得了创伤性脑损伤且容易情绪波动的Alex还有就是Zach的宇直人设比起Alex更不易推倒竹马组Zalex还是做回好基友比较现实于是乎这对第二季人气最高的男男cp就酱被拆了❗️接着是二号间接杀夫遗孀Winston❗️

Winston背负了太多一开始很难相信他不是带着目的来接近Alex的两人都算是伤痕累累的状态不得不说编剧让“真凶”和“探员”有一腿这个设定太炸了其实看到后面Winston是真心喜欢Alex的他成功让Alex坚定了自己的性取向但是Winston感觉上跟Alex撞号了不只是攻受方面在性格方面也都是偏阴柔偏被动也许在一起久了之后除了要烦今晚谁做1之外一方闹情绪另一方不是开导对方而是情绪闹得比对方还要狠😂综上，俩人分开也算是情理之中❗️最后就是呆萌四分卫Charlie了❗️貌似他上一季就出现了然而我真的一点印象也没有编剧真的很会耶在Alex转基的过程中如果Zach是启蒙，Winston是导师的话那么Charlie就是Alex的Mr. Right了Charlie自信，阳光，主动，体贴，绅士最重要的是他很在乎Alex会偷偷观察对方，知己知彼必要时送上自己的关心一开始把握好距离，不疏不密在适当的时候给予支持和陪伴在对方迷茫的时候不强迫对方靠自己的行动赢取对方的尊重和欢心因此，Charlex相比前面几对而言是最合理的1⃣️接近在被Winston打开新世界大门之后的Alex却被Clay告知其背后的秘密只好忍痛割爱Charlie知道了后开始对Alex展开攻势先是在camping时的深情凝望再找机会抚慰一番最后来个定情信物（饼干）

Charlie见缝插针地接近Alex在party上又拿饼干引诱他

2⃣️表白在枪械演习中Alex恐慌症发作Charlie一直对Alex不离不弃最后互诉衷肠

3⃣️纠结Alex被Jessica拒绝被Zach拒绝自认为被Winston利用背负着杀死Bryce的内疚这下有个这么完美的Charlie这时的Alex就像一只小刺猬怕再次伤害自己也担心伤害到对方很难不犹豫吧

Titanic的梗笑死我4⃣️接纳

校园骚乱中看到Charlie被防暴打趴在地上Alex才知道自己想要什么接纳了全新的自己也接纳了对方于是开始甜甜的Twink Love❤️同床

❤️见家长+出柜

❤️毕业舞伴邀请

❤️Prom King & King

❤️腻歪

❤️初恋x正宫

实在是佩服编剧基本把青春片里我想看的桥段都安排上了让我爆笑或姨母笑的戏份都落在Charlex身上如果没有这条线也许我也就只能给两星了毕竟第二季跟第三季太难看最后想简单聊一下上一季我ship的唯一cp在毕业舞会上Winston和Monty的人鬼情未了跟Alex和Charlie相比之下显得凄美好多是什么让Winston爱Monty爱得这么死去活来为了一个曾经狠狠揍过自己不承认彼此关系的深柜来到满是陌生人的高中展开调查遭到一群杀人凶手or帮凶的排斥及冷眼这真的值得吗也许爱真的很盲目就像在Winston跟臆想中的Monty跳的最后一支舞时说的Winston爱上的只是虚无缥缈的一个idea他们彼此之间都不怎么了解偏执也好正义感作祟也罢最后Winston自己也释怀了送走了执念中的Monty放手迎接新生活Live with the living

最后的最后Alex向Winston坦白了自己杀了Bryce的事实后Winston决定把收集到的罪证交给Alex放弃为Monty伸张正义Winston最后跟Alex的表白太动人

Winston值得更好End

Bonus Time：啧啧啧 原来Charlie对Alex的注意始于第三季第二集Monty跟他吐槽Alex

Alex跟Jessica和Justin之间辣眼睛的三角恋（真是辛苦麦解接了）

Alex霉霉上身Blank Space即视感

第三季第五集Alex跟Winston的初见

终于知道为什么对第三季的Charlie毫无印象，基本上从第一集到第十集都是在Monty旁边当布景板，一闪而过的那种，到了第十一集才有对白，作用就是栽赃Monty，跟Alex0⃣️对戏

身材soso惹

这里的Charlie还失焦了

Charlie邀请一个叫Betty的女生参加Homecoming原来第三季Charlie就喜欢搞这么多花样，邀请女生参加Homecoming都弄得这么大阵仗。

到了第四季没想到Alex不吃他这一套，折腾好几次之后才答应去prom，Alex果然驯郎有方，把金毛Charlie吃得死死的直到第三季最后一集Charlex才有共处一室的机会 而且是群戏

然而在最后一集最后一个场景Charlie直勾勾盯着走过的Alex几秒钟是编剧为第四季埋的伏笔吗😂

献给Charlie，这个剧唯一一个让我完完全全喜欢的角色，从始至终是剧里的一抹温暖的阳光，虽然年龄上比大多数的主要角色都小，但是比任何一个人都成熟，会照顾别人，心地善良，值得信任，有自己的想法和独立的人格，是橄榄球队很好的队长，对整个球队有着积极的影响，第四季里和Alex的关系也是全剧我最喜欢的一对！

我是单纯喜欢第四季Charlie和Alex的感情线，其他剧情的槽点太多我就不说了，还有就是Alex在前三季对Jess爱得死去活来，是如何做到在这一季突然变弯的，我也很无解，我觉得Alex拿了女主的剧本只是更凸显出Charlie是个绝好的男朋友。

赞美一下Tyler Barnhardt，一汪湖水般的蓝眼睛，明媚的笑容，顺带着Miles Heizer这一季也没有那么阴沉了，两个人都太好看了！

现在的美剧里涉及lgbtq+的角色其实已经不少了，但是绝大多数还是gay or lesbian，很少听到bisexual的，况且能把一个传统意义上典型的football team captain + quarterback设定成bisexaul真是一件很好的事情！

全剧两个人的戏我都截出来了，单纯就是想记下他俩一起的时光，超甜，而且每次他们的对话都很有意思，下面是每一集两个人的戏！

EP04 在senior camping trip的最后一夜，Charlie安慰Alex关于Winston的事，真的非常懂得照顾对方的情绪，知道Alex不愿意别人知道，所以就没有点破，最后祭出大杀器，granola camp cookies？

Charlie: I'm sorry about everything with Winston. That's not fair. Alex: Oh, well, I mean, it wasn't anything, really.Charlie: Seems like...maybe it was.Alex: What do you know?Charlie: I know that... you're a good person. And I'm sorry if you feel like shit or whatever. That's all I know.EP05 Charlie向Alex解释什么是Find Your Drink party，被Alex感谢了之后傲娇的语气非常可爱！

Alex: What is a Find Your Drink party anyway?Charlie: You find your drink before you head off to college. You know, like tequila, vodka, whiskey. You try them all, find which one is your drink, so you know. Alex: Can't you just know?Charlie: Yeah, I don't know. I don't endorse the traditions. I'm just simply reporting the details as I get them.Alex: Yes. And it's appreciated.Charlie: Thank you! 在Find Your Drink party上，两个人躲在小房间里聊天，Charlie做了special cookies，两人聊到他妈妈去世，感觉得出Charlie是个很乖很乖的小孩，和他妈妈很亲，他妈妈离开一定很难过，而到最后却又变成Charlie在安慰Alex，能把一个party过得这么悲伤大概也就这俩人了。

Charlie: Do you want a cookie?Alex: You seriously brought cookies to a Find Your Drink party?Charlie: Well, these are special cookies.Alex: Oh, shit. I didn't know you were a stoner.Charlie: I prefer the term "cannabisseur."Alex: These are actually really good cookies. And they don't stink. You're like a baker or something.Charlie: I had to learn how. My mom died when I was 13. So, me and my dad, we had to figure it all out.Alex: Oh, shit. I'm sorry.Charlie: It's all good. I actually learned how to make these to help my mom through chemo.Alex: Oh, man, Charlie, I'm so sorry.Charlie: Yeah, no, it's fine. I mean, it's not fine, but it's fine that it's not fine. If... that makes sense.Alex: Yeah, no, it totally does. I wish I could be fine with not being fine. Charlie: You will be, someday.Alex: Wow, you and me do not know how to party.Charlie: Or do we and everyone else has it wrong?两人磕high了，开始不着边际地瞎聊，说自己是Yoda是什么鬼，还有就是知道了Charlie的超长超WASP的名字。

Alex: I chose it? No, that doesn't seem like me. To make a choice.Charlie: Nevertheless...chose you did.Alex: You sounded like Yoda just now.Charlie: What if I was Yoda and you didn't know it?Alex: I think I'd know. I mean, you'd be green, and...it's a puppet.Charlie: I am nobody's puppet.Alex: Nope. You are not. You are Charlie.Charlie: I am Charlie. Hm, Charles Hayden Brixton Saint George.Alex: Shut up. No, that is not your name.Charlie: Shit you not I, my name it is.Alex: You're rich.Charlie: Nah, just old-school WASP. No money. Nice antiques.Alex: You look rich.Charlie: Thank you? Or...Shut up!Alex: You're welcome. Do you think it really is a wonderful life?Charlie: Sometimes.EP06 校园枪击演习时，Alex的panic attack发作，Charlie帮助他安定下来，继而又是TBI发作，Charlie再次帮他安定下来，所谓患难见真情，演习结束之后两个人分享了第一个kiss，超美好的！

而且Charlie其实很早就开始关心Alex，还会去google什么是TBI，他真的是个非常能让人有安全感的人，有那种能让人安定的力量。

Alex: I fucked this up, like I fuck up everything!Charlie: Alex, hey, listen to me. Listen.Alex: I can't breathe. I think I'm dying.Charlie: Focus on your hands. What do you feel like? Describe it to me.Alex: I don't fucking know!Charlie: Just squeeze my hands.You can do that. Come on. I know you can. Come on, Alex. Focus on me. Just breathe. You got it. It's gonna be OK. Just breathe.......Alex: That's my dad. My dad. He's out in the hallway. Fuck, I hear him. No, that's my dad! He's right out there. Can't you hear him? He's calling my name. He's out there.Charlie: Alex, it's the TBI. OK? You're not hearing your dad. It's your brain making you think you are. He's not there. It's the stress.Alex: No, I hear him.Charlie: Alex, it's not him, OK? It's your mind. Trust me. ......Alex: Yeah, that happened to me before, last year early on, but...it hadn't happened in a while.Charlie: That was the stress.Alex: Yeah, how did you know, like, what it was?Charlie: Uh, I... I googled TBIs a while back. just to know what they entailed. Like, what you were going through.Alex: Yeah, you know, I'm a freak, so...Charlie: No, no, no.Charlie kissed Alex.Alex: That... was surprising.Charlie: Surprising good or surprising bad?Alex kissed Charlie back.EP07Charlie以为两人算是在dating了，但Alex却退缩了。

整个一集都是Alex在非常典型的自卑和自我怀疑中，鉴于他之前有这么多乱七八糟的事情，而Charlie是人见人爱的橄榄球队长四分卫，他觉得自己配不上Charlie。

这段时间Charlie也挺受伤的，想要追上Alex却一直被推得远远的，好在Charlie是个非常坚持的人，锲而不舍。

Charlie的经典语录，Titanic is a thing，Alex经典语录，You are like a golden retriever。

Alex: What the f... Who does that?Charlie: Guys do it. It's a thing. It's... it's, like, a Titanic, king-of-the-world kind of thing. I've seen it done.Alex: OK, well, I'm not Kate Winslet, and what is even happening here?Charlie: Like between us? I guess, uh, I kind of felt like maybe we would be a thing, you know? No? Uh... I don't know. 'Cause you're, like, the first actual guy I've kissed who's, like, kissed me back. And you're a real non-imaginary person.......Alex: What are you even doing here?Charlie: I wanted to see how it went.Alex: Oh, my God, you're like a fucking golden retriever. Don't you give up?Charlie: No, I'm like, uh... Russell Wilson. Never giving up on a play, always scrambling. So, how'd it go?Alex: It sucked because I'm extremely fucked up, and if you weren't an idiot, you'd stay away.......Alex: How did you find me?Charlie: Your mom. Don't worry, I told her it was about homework. Not the fact that you like boys, at least sometimes, and you're also breaking my heart.Alex: I'm not breaking your heart.Charlie: You definitely are.Alex: Why? Why would you like someone like me?Charlie: See, there you go doing that self-depreciating thing.Alex: It's "deprecating."Charlie: You do... that self-deprecating thing where you think it's about you. But what you're saying is I'm dumb for liking you. You're, like, questioning my taste. And the thing is, I have excellent taste.Alex: You're very confident. Charlie: I am very confident. You know, most people find that attractive.Alex: I'm suspicious of confident people.Charlie: OK. Alex: OK.Charlie: Well, I'm confident enough to be OK with that.Alex: Well, I'm not confident, OK? I never have been. And I have a brain injury, and I've done these terrible things that I'm never gonna get away from. I'm not a good person. And you have this, like, king-of-the-world jock thing, so I'm never gonna win an argument about why we shouldn't be together. You're gonna have to just take my word for it. I'm gonna walk away now. Please don't follow me.EP08校园骚乱发生，Alex和Zach砸了院长办公室，正当要被警察抓住的时候，Zach问Alex你为什么和我在一起而不是和Charlie在一起？

Alex意识到Charlie可能有危险，自己还是很关心他的，于是冲出校门，看到Charlie被防暴警察打趴在地上，非常紧张，俩人就再次患难见真情了。

EP09Charlie受伤之后，两人就确定关系，Charlie有时候晚上会睡在Alex家里。

超级甜的！

Touché？

Alex: Charlie, please. Wake up. Come on, my folks are up. You gotta sneak out.Charlie: OK. Yeah.Alex: You sleep like you're dead.Charlie: I like sleeping. I like sleeping next to you.Alex: Yeah, me too.They kissed.Charlie: Someday, maybe we could do more than just literally sleep together?Alex: Yes, we will someday, but right now, you gotta go.Charlie: Or I could stay and meet your parents.Alex: Yeah, or we could meet your dad and the entire Liberty High Booster Club of which he's the president.Charlie: Torsheer.Alex: You mean touché?Charlie: No. I don't know that word.Charlie向他爸出柜，我非常非常喜欢他出柜的那句话，I like people for people，他爸的反应也是可爱到爆炸，有这样的爸爸真的好！

这段对话我看了无数遍还是会笑出声，我特地还去看了Eli Manning长什么样！

Charlie: I'm not...one hundred percent straight. I'm not any percent straight. I'm bisexual, I guess, and I like people for people, and...I have a boyfriend currently.Dad: Yeah.Charlie: What do you mean, "yeah"?Dad: I mean, I love you so much. Always have, always will, and you make me so proud. Charlie: By not being straight?Dad: By being yourself.Charlie: But wait, wait, wait, what did you mean by "yeah"? Did you know?Dad: I could sense that you were figuring something out about your sexuality.Charlie: How?Dad: Just... watching you, living with you.Charlie: But, like, what? Specifically.Dad: Well... no self-respecting middle school quarterback is that big a fan of Eli Manning.Charlie: He has two Super Bowl rings.Dad: He got them almost by accident.Charlie: And he never gives up.Dad: A good quality when you throw more interceptions than completions.Charlie: How are you doing this to Eli Manning? You said you loved me.Dad: I do, and in the eighth grade, you had Eli Manning wallpaper on your phone.Charlie: He was a very good quarterback.Dad: He was shirtless.Charlie: He's very handsome.Dad: He absolutely is.随后Alex带着Charlie回家吃饭，顺便出柜，他哥哥的反应也超搞笑，被这样的家人支持和爱着真好！

Mom: There you are, boys. I don't believe Peter and I have met our dinner guest tonight.Alex: Uh, yeah. This is Charlie.Peter: Charlie St. George, the new quarterback.Alex: Yep, um, and...also, he's my boyfriend.Dad: Well, good to see you again, Charlie. I hope you like steak.Peter: You're dating the fucking quarterback? Sweet! That's awesome!Mom: You OK?Alex: Yeah, no. I...I don't know. I thought this would be a bigger deal, somehow.Mom: Well, is he good to you? Does he make you happy?Alex: Yeah. A lot.Mom: Then it's a very big deal to me.Chalie真的是最浪漫的甜心男友没有之一，搞这么多花样邀请Alex去毕业舞会，甜到心都化了！

背景歌曲是Bee Lee的"Love Me Like the World is Ending"Alex:OK, if I say yes, will this all stop?Charlie: Yeah, that... that's the point of it.Alex: So...Yes.Charlie: Yes, Charlie...Alex: Yes, Charles HaydenBrixton St. George. I will go to prom with you.They kissed happily.EP09全剧最美的毕业舞会，两个人真的帅到爆炸！

Charlie会帮Alex拉椅子拿饮料，处处帮着护着Alex，每次看到Alex他爸都会非常有礼貌的叫sir，Charlie从内到外都透露着一股温暖友善的气质。

最后两人被选为Prom Royalty真的不能更好了，Charlie带着皇冠，请Alex跳舞的时候会说Your Majesty，会小心翼翼地牵着Alex的手走进舞池，多么贴心的男朋友啊！

其实在我看的这么多校园美剧和电影里，就算已经很多lgbt+的角色，但是两个Prom King我倒还真是第一次看到，非常赞！

两个人第一支舞的背景歌曲是Richard Swift的"Would You?"Charlie: Are you sad? Right now?Alex: Some part of me will always be sad. And another part of me is happier than I've ever been before. I think...I think I'm in love with you.Charlie: I'm confident you are...because I know I'm in love with you.They kissed.EP10两个人一起去看生病的Justin，因为不能带花，Charlie就让Alex抱了个大熊猫娃娃，叫Tiger，之后就一直放在Justin的病房里直到他去世，最后一集实在太难过。

Charlie跑去教训Zach的时候就真的像是一个大人在教训小屁孩，之后和Alex再度找到Zach让他去看望Justin，Alex说起当初在天台亲了Zach的那次，Charlie听到就吃醋了，Zach还调戏说it was a nice kiss，Charlie就更酸了，Zach的醋也要吃真是没谁了！

（Zalex党不要打我）Justin去世，Charlie上台致辞，是EP03的开头，Charlie真的是一个好朋友好队长。

Charlie: I was the young guy. The new kid. But, this past year, I feel like I truly became a friend. Like I found a whole new group of friends, and we went through a lot together. And we'll get through this.不管是什么时候，Charlie都一直支持着Alex，Alex在经历了这么多事，作为一个suicide surviver，最后能说出I'm just really happy to be alive right now. 我也非常欣慰。

看着Alex这一季在Charlie的不断关心、帮助、鼓励和开导之下，当然更多的还有爱，变得开朗了，能和自己也能和过去和解了，确实是很开心，Charlie正面影响对Alex非常大！

（虽然我对于他把Bryce推下湖这个事始终不太能释然，再怎么洗这还是个不对的事情，犯法这个事在本剧里已经不是重点......）Charlie每次看向Alex的眼神里都是爱，太甜了！

毕业典礼的时候，Charlie也作为家人，和Alex的爸妈和Peter一起坐在看台上，太美好了！

The End！

撒花！

Ep1 Winter BreakHeatwave / Lean [Jessica and the group prepare Justin’s Welcome Home party]For a While / Fenne Lily [Jessica and Justin chat at the end of his party]XYZ / Flasher [the Future Fair]Bottom of the Deep Blue Sea / MISSIO [Alex and Zach walk along the rooftop]Harm / IO Echo [during Clay’s journey home from therapy]Fear The Future / St. Vincent [ ending credits ]

Ep2 College TourSTRANGE DAYS / HEALTH [Clay and Justin walk to school]Not My Story / Cable Ties [Clay and Zach skip the college tour to attend a fraternity party]The Breath of Light (Chris Liebing Burn Slow Remix) / Lost Under Heaven [Winston and Alex talk on the college campus tour]Noise of the Void / Drab Majesty [ Zach talks to Chloe on the stairs ]Behave / Summer Cannibals [ ending credits ]

Ep3 Valentine's Day Princess Diamond (Feat. Kelsey Bulkin) / Kero Uno, Kelsey Bulkin [ the HO meeting ]Batgirl / Kahikko, Kantola [ Ani and Clay walk into the Valentine’s Day dance ]Can’t Stop Your Lovin / Poolside, Panama [ Tony and Tyler DJ the dance ]I’ll Come Too / James Blake [ Clay and Ani talk and slow dance ]All Da Way / Allday [ Clay receives a phone call from Monty’s phone at the dance ]Maybe in the Summer / SASSY 009 [ Justin attempts to stop Zach from returning to the dance ]Losing It / FISHER [ Tyler leaves the dance after answering a mysterious phone call ]Maze / Juice WRLD [ Clay walks back into the dance, covered in fake blood ]Riding / ESKMO [ ending credits ]

Ep4 Senior Camping TripI See the White / Jess Williamson [ Jessica returns home to chat to Ani ]

Ep5 House PartyBetter That Way / Tusks [ at Monet’s, as Jessica talks to Justin ]The Way it Goes / Sneaks during the party ]Tiny Dancer / Elton John [Clay and Zach sing this at the party]Shake That (Wiggle Wiggle) / Like Son [ Clay talks to Valerie ]I Was A Widow / SASMI, Dustin Payseur Clay and Valerie have sex ]Under The Moon / 070 Shake [ Tony fights in the ring ]Why me / LoneMoon [ Jessica and Justin talk in the kitchen ]Shimmy (feat. Blackillac) / MISSIO, Blackillac [ Clay is confronted by Valerie’s boyfriend ]My Body / Young the Giant [ Zach and Clay are speeding ]

Ep6 ThursdayToday I’ll Have You Around / Florist [ Starts playing when the active shooter drill comes to an end ]Melt The Guns / XTC [ ending credits ]

Ep7 College InterviewNo Songs

Ep 8 Acceptance/Rejection2020 /Maserati [ at the beginning of the episode, during Clay’s 2060 dream ]Black and White / Parquet Courts [ Zach and Alex destroy the office ]The Modern World / The Jam [ during the school walk-out protest ]Sundown / Gordon Lightfoot [ ending credits ]

Ep9 Prom Can’t Take My Eyes Off You / Frankie Valli [Ani sings this song to Jessica as she asks her to prom]Love Me Like the World is Ending / Ben Lee [ Charlie asks Alex to prom ]You’re Not Good Enough / Blood Orange [ Clay gets ready for prom ]Lick in Heaven / Jessy Lanza [ Diego speaks to Jessica and Ani ]Banana Ripple / Junior Boys [ Clay, Alex and Charlie arrive at prom ]Over Here / Mk.gee [ Tony and Caleb sit next to Clay at prom ]The Good Side / Troye Sivan [ Winston dances with an imaginary Monty ]Would You? / Richard Swift [ Alex and Charlie’s first dance together as prom kings ]Carry On / Tkay Maidza, Killer Mike [ Everyone starts dancing to this song ]Best Part / Daniel Caesar, H.E.R. [ Jessica and Justin dance together ]Give Yourself A Try / The 1975 [ Clay asks his mum to dance to this song ]True Feeling / Galantis [ The final song to play at prom ]

Ep10 Graduation The Shape of a Storm / Damien Jurado [ Tony returns home to find Caleb video-calling his dad ]Salesman At The Day Of The Parade / Rogue Wave [ Clay walks through school ]Half Gate / Grizzly Bear [ Justin’s friends sit in the waiting room at the hospital ]Washing Of The Water / Peter Gabriel [ everyone visiting Justin ]Believe / Amen Dunes [ Clay talks to Justin in hospital ]Unbelievers / Vampire Weekend [ graduation ends ]On the Floor / Perfume Genius [ graduation ]Here Comes a Regular / The Replacements [ the group bury Hannah Baker’s tapes ]Take Care / Beach House [ Clay looks out at the town after burying the tapes ]Half Light II (No Celebration) / Arcade Fire [ Clay packs for college ]Trouble / Lindsey Buckingham [ ending credits ]

追了四季，第四季说实话一开始我看不下去，放了很久才捡起来看。

一开始的感觉就是乱七八糟，各种鸡血，各种为了推动剧情而硬让角色不发生，产生误会。

很想给两星不及格。

看到中间，我想起来，这不就是孩子吗？

高中生，不就把考不及格、失恋都当成天大事情吗？

所以有人死掉难道对于他们不是天大事情吗？

今天看完了，我想说，一切bithcy和dramatic的背后，其实就是我们的青春，这么多事情发生，对于他们来说就是天塌下来了。

我想给第四季五星。

因为这些成长的痛我们都经历过，只是表象不一样，它们都刻进了我们身体，美好、痛苦，都成为我们的一部分。

我们没办法也不应该去摆脱这些，总有人说当初如果怎么怎么就好了，或者如果去掉什么就好了。

但是这些才是我们之所以成为今天的我们的原因，缺一不可，而这，是我们应该感激的。

字数超出限制，只能写剧评。。。

1. 这一季能看出加了一些演员个人的东西，比如Clay喜欢摇滚，Zach弹钢琴和吉他。

还有Miles终于不用强演直男了！

前几季有Alex变弯的铺垫，不知道这个转变是不是和演员有关。

2. Alex拿了女主剧本，一季撩遍所有颜值高的男角色，除了Justin这个已经在剧外处过的 3. Charlie第三季做了整整13集背景板，这一季变成regular并算是解释了他帮主角团frame Monty的原因是他暗恋Alex，美剧里少有的完美人设我好喜欢 4. 被母亲抛弃的美少年流落街头后为了生活卖身，染上HIV，被好心的夫妇收养，这个剧情以前在QAF见过，为啥结局不一样啊。

Justin一直很努力地在变好，最后还是被编剧刀了，真搞不懂这么做有什么意义 5. Clay幻想的Bryce和Monty还挺可爱，尤其是演习那一集 6. Zach喝假酒了吗，OOC好严重 7. 倒数第三集打群架是本剧传统8. 最后一集找不到泪点，直接哭完一小时。

不舍得和这部剧告别，对于一个从来没有朋友的大龄青少年它的意义更多，看完四天了勉强写了几条看的时候想到的东西，小时候不读书语言能力好差，有很多想说的表达不出来，先这样吧。